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InsaneJournal for Regulus Arcturus Black.
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| Wednesday, April 8th, 2009 |
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We're on the run! I don't even know why. I'm fine, though I think Al has gone mad. I think he lost it somewhere between our house and the tree to my left. I just thought I would let you know so you didn't worry. We get to sleep under the stars! I've never done that before. |
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| Thursday, March 26th, 2009 |
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| Have a good time at your brother's party. | ||||||
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| Wednesday, March 11th, 2009 |
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I haven't written in this thing in ages. In fact, I think I misplaced it entirely. Though that might have been Mordred's doing. He seems to like taking anything that smells remotely like me and running off with it. It's a bit hard to keep track of anything when he is off in another part of the house making his own nest of my belongings. {Private: Severus} You have been awfully quiet. Are you all right? {/} {Private: Sirius and Remus} Would you two like to help me burn some items? {/} |
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| Wednesday, February 18th, 2009 |
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| Friday, February 6th, 2009 |
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I wonder if Al would be willing to... I guess I should just ask him. We are married, right? So this might be like having a child. Only the child is me. What an odd thought. My little self is awfully depressed. I'm worried about him. I mean, I know that isn't the best part of my life, but it's hard watching him like that. Hello. How are you holding up? Do I need to send you anything? |
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| Tuesday, January 6th, 2009 |
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Did you know that I have three hundred and twenty two books in this house? Is that healthy? Should I get counseling on an addiction? Oh, and by the way, that was me who tried to wake you up with kisses this morning. Don't go blaming Mordred. My kisses aren't nearly as sloppy as his, but bless him: he tries. I love you? You know, being married isn't that different for me. Why is that? I expected a lightning bolt of change. |
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| Friday, November 21st, 2008 |
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Al? We're getting married in the snow. No objections. I love you. Dress warmly {Private; Sirius and Remus} Are you still up for a visit? I could use it. I still... Well, I've been drinking animal blood, which is a tad gross, but it's making me less tetchy. {/} |
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| Friday, November 14th, 2008 |
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How long will this form last? I'm not exactly complaining I think blood might taste nice. How disgusting is that?! And I know it's disgusting, but I can't stop myself! Hardly fair. If I don't have some soon, I feel like I might starve. Maybe red meat will put me off the craving... But I'm losing weight. And they say vampires are sexy. What the bloody hell? {Private; Al} I crave sustenance. Please. And I have something to talk to you about. {/} {Private; Rose Weasley} Give me something to knock me out. Anything. {/} |
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| Friday, September 26th, 2008 |
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{Private - Warded Heavily} He gave me flowers that mean... And he knows that they mean that... What is he playing at? Is he actually asking me--? But why would he? He seems to be perfectly content with what we have right now. I'm not saying that I would mind, but maybe that's just the part of me that wishes I had had a chance to grow up, get married and live happily with someone. I never had anyone like that. I always wished I had. But how could he want me? I've given him the space he needs, and now this? {/} {Private; Cousin Cissa and Cousin Draco} You two are the closest family members I know that have gotten... I need help. {/} |
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| Friday, September 12th, 2008 |
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{Private; Little Reg} Play nice and eat your vegetables. {/} {Private; All Littles} Do you need anything? I would be happy to send it to you. {/} On a final note... HEY AL? WE NEED MORE SUGAR, OKAY? |
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| Friday, August 15th, 2008 |
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| It's time. | ||||
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| Monday, August 11th, 2008 |
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[handwriting exceedingly wobbily] {Private- Ward Shaky} I... don't know anymore. Being here... hurts. {/} I'm thinking of taking a little trip. There has to be an unexplored part to this island, right? |
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| Tuesday, July 29th, 2008 |
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( {Private} ) {Private to Al} Is it possible to detest yourself? {/} I feel bloody sick. |
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| Wednesday, July 9th, 2008 |
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( {Private.} ) {Private to Sirius-} How do you feel about Mum? {/} {Private to Al-} Do you think I should get both tattoos removed? {/} How is everyone? |
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| Tuesday, June 10th, 2008 |
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{Private to Cousin Tonks} I was wondering if you could help me with something... {/} |
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| Friday, June 6th, 2008 |
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His name is Mordred. The puppy's, that is. I'm glad I could finally remember his name. Maybe everything is well on its way to reoccurring to me as well. I have always been ridiculously optimistic. I know I'm Regulus Arcturus Black. I know I died at 18, but I can't remember much about it or the circumstances behind it at all. I have a feeling it was important If anyone could help me, I would be grateful. |
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| Saturday, May 31st, 2008 |
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Is it normal to not remember yesterday? I'm guessing it isn't. I think I cooked too much this morning. How am I going to eat all of that? And where did this puppy come from? I can't even remember coming here. Breathe, Regulus... It'll come back to you somehow. This...isn't Grimmauld...or anywhere else... Bugger, I'm lost. |
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| Saturday, February 9th, 2008 |
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Can anyone inform me as to why I am alive? The last thing I recall is being dragged under the surface of a horribly cold lake and breathing in a mite too much water; which, I might add, is not something I suggest you do on a dare. I wouldn’t have been there in the first place if it hadn’t been for those damn Inferis! I wonder if Kreacher got away? Gods, I hope he did. Who else is here? Or, is anyone else here? I could use some enlightening or the Draught of the Living Death. I’m very confused, and I don’t think this house is making it any better. I’m too afraid to search the rooms. What if this is a trap? It would be just like him to lure me into a false sense of security and then torture me in a seemingly peaceful location. Bastard. I've gone mad. [Private – Warded.] Did I succeed? Was the Dark Lord finally defeated? Merlin please let that be the case! I need some good news for once. I gave up everything to see it come through, and I won’t be able to stand it if Kreacher failed too. I pressured him too much… It’s my fault if he failed too. [/] |
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| Friday, February 8th, 2008 |
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| ( Final Journal Entry Before His Death. . . ) | ||||
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| Tuesday, February 5th, 2008 |
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I know I will be dead long before you read this but I want you to know that it was I who discovered your secret. I have stolen the real Horcrux and intend to destroy it as soon as I can. I face death in the hope that when you meet your match you will be mortal once more. R.A.B. |
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InsaneJournal for Regulus Arcturus Black.
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content.
crushed.
nostalgic.
awake.
bouncy.
pissed off.
scared.